Al Green- Just the Two of Us

I see the crystal raindrops fall
And the beauty of it all
when the sun comes shining through
To make those rainbows in my mind
When I think of you some time
And I want to spend some time with you

CHORUS:
Just the two of us
We can make it if we try
Just the two of us
Just the two of us
Building castles in the sky
Just the two of us
You and I
We look for love, no time for tears
Wasted waters's all that is
And it don't make no flowers grow
Good things might come to those who wait
Not to those who wait to late
We got to go for all we know

CHORUS

I hear the crystal raindrops fall
On the window down the hall
And it becomes the morning dew
Darling, when the morning comes
And I see the morning sun
I want to be the one with you

Just the two of us
We can make it if we try
Just the two of us
Just the two of us
Building big castles way on high
Just the two of us
You and I
Just the two of us
Let's get together, baby
Just the two of usWe can make it
Just the two of us
We can make it
Just the two of us
Just the two of us we can make it


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Les Miserables-Castle on a cloud

COSETTE:
There is a castle on a cloud,
I like to go there in my sleep
,
Aren't any floors for me to sweep,
Not in my castle on a cloud.

There is a room that's full of toys
,
There are a hundred girls and boys,
Nobody shouts or talks too loud,
Not in my castle on a cloud.

There is a lady all in white,
Holds me and sings a lullaby,
She's nice to see and she's soft to touch,
She says,

Tpain

Got the body of a goddess
Got eyes butter pecan brown I see you girl
Droppin Low
She Comin Down from the ceiling
To tha floo
Yea She Know what she doin
Yea yea yea
She doin that right thang
Yea yea yea yea ea
I Need to get her over to my crib and do that night thang

05-12-01

I love you momma.
I miss you more than I ever thought possible.
I have pushed away your memories for so long.
The pain has been unbearable.
I want to start over.
I think of you everyday.
You made me who I am.
Kind gentle and loving.
I will never forget that about you.
Hard-ass personality.
Amazing provider, friend, and mother.
Today I will not mourn the loss of your life.
But celebrate it and all that it meant.
I love you.

random thoughts

Mothers day is tomorrow... just another day... right?  It should be.  I bought my aunt a gift... flowers.  She hates flowers.  I know she'll just complain that I bought her another plant.... but she keeps killing the others.  So I have to keep buying her more.  Thats my theory.

So tonight my aunt and uncle decided to put in Passion of the Christ after I said " I wanna watch Twister..." can you guess who won, my uncle. Of course.  Right before the movie started I said, "Movie spoiler.... jesus dies, can we watch twister now?"   My aunt laughed for about 10 minutes.  And said that was the best line she has heard out of me in a while.  Usually I just give in and let my uncle do what he wants.  But tonight I put up a bit of a fight.... through sarcasm.  So after failing miserably and watching half of the movie I didn't want to see.  I started off to bed.  My aunt said.. "WAIT there is a surprise ending!"  I replied... "Oh yes, I forgot, he gets up after being crucified and lives to tell the story."  She laughed.  I went to be.

On another note, Jen stood me up today.  I believe for her ex gf.  Which is fine.  I really dont care.  I am just pissed at being there for someone who doesnt give two shits about me.  I dont wanna be home.  I dont wanna be in my room at 11:14pm writing about pointless stuff that doesnt matter.

On a better note... I visited my job for the summer.  Took me 1 hr and 45 min to get there and 2.15 hours to get home.  I got lost.  Opps.   Anyway... my first day there I got to hold two juvenile painted turtles.  They were about the size of a half dollar.   Very cute.  And the camp director is hot.  Hah.  I am going to like camp.  The view is gorgeous.  Even though I am sleeping on a platform tent.  I will upload a picture of it next to this blog after I finish typing.  I think I will fit in well there.  Only problem is..... I get one day off a week.  5:30pm to 5:30pm.  How am I suppose to visit anyone in that amount of time.  It takes 4.5 hours to get from camp to Orono.  I would spend 80% of the time off traveling and sleeping.  WTF.  I can tell this summer is going to be miserable for my social life.  I asked her if i could combine my days off so I could visit a friend in the summer.  She said unfortunately no.  Only if you have a wedding or family emergency.  She said her and I can talk about it later.  She might be able to do one weekend off for the entire summer.  =(  Major bummer.  I almost burst into tears when she said that.  Enough complaining from me for now.... wana see where i am living this summer?

This is the platform.....

 

This is the tent....

I miss you btw.  You know who you are.  I wish we couldve spent more time together before summer break.  I wish we would have more time together over the summer... I wish I could tell you how much you mean to me.  Pretending you are down the street isnt working as well as I had originally hoped.  I wish I could hold you again.  I know you know how I feel.  I just dont want you to forget that. <3>

Watching you from across the room, eyes bright and full of life. Lips perfect, I dream of kissing them once more. Your dark features are visible from a ways away. Singing along to "Can You Feel the Love Tonight." I can only think of how much I love you. "What?" you ask. I just cant stop staring at you. You are beautiful. I think you were born in the 70's with some of the music you like. All the expressions your face makes, I love them all. You look up at me and my heart beats faster. I am happiest waking up next to you in the morning and going to sleep next to you at night. I am in love with you.

<3

One Day at a Time- Jeremy Camp

One day at a time I will walk this road I've traveled so far
One day at a time well I know I will carry on
One day at a time I can see you took my life this far
One day at a time I will take this faith along

All this hope I breathe is given by the hand that carries me
Until I'm complete and I'll take all I will
To understand this plan you have for me, for me

I've been shut up shut down held out held down
In ways I never knew I would
But I can feel your fullness in my life
Well I've been burned out broken torn out torn down
In ways I never knew I would
But I can feel your fullness in my life

one day at a time

One day at a time I will take these words you've given me
One day at a time I will rest in knowing you
One day at a time I will share this gift you've given me
One day at a time I will walk these valleys through

And all I know is that I see
How much my heart is longing to be cradled by your side
Yeah, I'll give all I can
To one day soon be held by your hand, by your hand

[Chorus]

In all these things I will press on, yeah
I'll be with you I know it won't be long

[Chorus Repeats]

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I love this song. <3 makes my heart a happy camper.

Speaking of camper. I will soon start my summer job at a kids wildlife sumer camp. I am not only a camp counselor but the Archery Coordinator (as long as I pass the test, hah). I am really excited to start something new. Meet new people, grow in maturity and have someone put enough faith in me to teach kids to shoot.

Now if I only can make sure none of them shoot someone.... =)

Leanne Rhymes- I need you

I don't need a lot of things
I can get by with nothing
Of all the blessings life can bring
I've always needed something
But I've got all I want
When it comes to loving you
You're my only reason
You're my only truth

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you

You're the hope that moves me
To courage again
You're the love that rescues me
When the cold winds, rage
And it's so amazing
'Cause that's just how you are
And I can't turn back now
'Cause you've brought me too far

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you
Oh yes I do

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms
And it carries me through
I need you
Oh yes I do
I need you
ahh i need you