I have been told I do too much for Wilde Stein.  That I take over and just get things done.  But once again I have proven that if I dont do it, it wont get done.  I posted this morning that I was going to be cleaning the office and it would get done faster if I had help.  Well I came in... i was a little late but I was still here.  And I started cleaning.  I finished what I felt made it look somewhat professional and not so cluttered.  And no one else came in... I have to say I was surprised.  And I can always just shut up and take it.  But I dont have to do these things.  Like taking notes or making sure everyone is where they need to be.  I do it because I know otherwise it will go and not be finished or people wont be at meetings.  So I cleaned the office.  Big deal.  I am just complaining because I feel like I expected more.  I have been email Alumni from previous years asking for suggestions for Pride week.  Has anyone else gone through this much?  Nope.  Does anyone else care as much as I do?  Probably, but they dont show it.  And now i am being looked down upon for not calling people and asking them to come in.  I am not a babysitter, nor am I someone to call others and force them to work when they have homework or other things they need or want to do.  I just wont have a life.  Tough for me.

Please dont tell me I am doing to much.  If I am its because I know it has to be done.  I got yelled at by my boss because the office looked like shit this week.  And I have fixed that problem.  SO... I am covering my own ass now as President and I am certainly not going to allow WS to look like unorganized shit and fuck it up for future groups.  I just want this group to last.  I know it helped me when I came in, and I want to make sure everyone has a chance to be out and proud.