Heartbreaker- Pink

I keep thinkin' bout that little sparkle in your eye
Is it a light from the angels, or your devil deep inside?
What about the way you say you love me all the time
Are you liftin' me up to heaven, just to drop me down the line?

There's a ring around my finger,
But will you change your mind?
And you tell me that I'm beautiful,
But that could be a lie

Are you a heartbreaker?
Maybe you want me for the ride
What if I'm fallin' for a heartbreaker?
And everything is just a lie
I won't be leavin' here alive
I won't be leavin' here alive, no

Temporary happiness is like waiting for the knife
Cause I'm always watchin' for someone to show their darker side
So maybe I'll sit back and just enjoy all this for now
Watch it all play out, see if you really stick around

But there's always this one question
That keeps me up at night
Are you my greatest love
Or disappointment in my life?

Are you a heartbreaker?
Maybe you want me for the ride
What if I'm fallin' for a heartbreaker?
And everything is just a lie
I won't be leavin' here alive
I might as well lay down and die

I'm holding on with both hands and both feet, oh
Promise that you won't pull the rug out from under me

Are you a heartbreaker?
Maybe you want me for the ride
I pray to god you're not a heartbreaker
This time around I won't survive
Cause if I'm fallin' for a heartbreaker
And everything is just a lie
I won't be leavin' here alive
I might as well lay down and die, oh
I won't be leavin' here alive

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This song always puts me back into the right mind set when my head gets out of control. I need this as a reminder. My favorite line I think is: And you tell me that I'm beautiful,
But that could be a lie....

She has another song that I love very much. Its called Love Song. And I plan on getting a tattoo of some song lyrics from that song on me, written in german I think.

"I'd rather bleed with cuts of love
Than live without any scars."
In german it is sort of translated as:
Eher würde ich aus Schnitten aus Liebe bluten, als ohne Narben zu leben

But I think it is more powerful in English because the german translation is not literal.

I have so many scrambled thoughts inside of me.
I feel as though I dont have a specific direction.
Everything is spinning so fast, like a tiltawhirl. You can make out colors and some shapes but you only see blurs of them. You cant pick out faces. You cant find names. Its just one big blur. Meh. I should keep doing my homework. Writing what I feel really isnt that important in the skeme of things.