I feel horrible.  I have never fired anyone.  I am not personally doing it, mainly because the person being removed from office doesn't like me.  I feel like his failure as an officer is a result of my failure as a leader.  I feel like the worst person in the world because maybe I didn't give him enough chances.  I figured 3 months would be plenty of time to get into the swing of things, understanding responsibilities and leadership roles.  I guess not.  Maybe its just because he is a first year and hasn't exactly found his place at the University yet.  Whichever the case may be, the group has decided to remove him from office.

I want to go home. =(

I miss my dad.  However much of a pain he is when I am home.

I miss my late night talks with my aunt, and avoiding the topic of my gayness.

I miss my AA friends.

I miss my job, my dogs, my cat.

I want to go home.