Last night I was dancing and singing in my underwear (to Christina Aguilera's Beautiful) when a strong, deafening knock came to my door. I opened it to find two detectives and a cop standing there. My first thought was.... Krys you should put on pants. Hah. I asked them if I could put on pants before they came in. They said sure, so I threw on pants, took a deep breath and welcomed them in. I always swore that I would put others before myself, but I think I have been neglecting myself. Because last night was more than I could bare. I told the truth and for that I am sad. I could have given information that may hurt her later on. But I wasnt going to lie. I also gave them a friends number who saw her and I together on the 1st of November. I gave them the movie stub. I dont need it anymore, memory I dont want to have. Mistakes I am reminded of daily with the news of her walking into the court house. I break more every day. Only one person so far has been able to see the pain I hide behind my eyes. I am on the verge of crying again. I didnt want to hurt her. But I am not going to lie to the cops. Plus I wanted them out of my dorm as quickly as possible, people were walking by seeing them leave. I looked like a convict. I wanted them out I wanted to get it over it.

Being interrogated for an hour is not as much fun as someone would think.
They didnt even take me out of class.... James told me to start yelling "I DIDNT KNOW IT WAS AN INVASIVE SPECIES" hah wouldve been funny. Too bad my career wouldve been over. Too bad indeed.

I am trying to hold on but I have lost my will to fight. Seventh Day Slumber- Shattered Life.