I can feel myself slipping.  My mood is changing as I write.  I feel the burning anger inside of me, I feel like I could scream in her face.  Being second guessed by my boss, advisor, and "friend" is more aggravating than I can express with words.  I am not incompetent of making executive decisions.  I am doing what I think is a good idea.  I am so sick of being down played as a lower student or person.  I may just go in and start yelling.  I will not be second guessed.  I will not be lowered.  Yes, she has been here longer.   If she wants to advise me... then advise it... do not tell me what I should and should not do.  Don't ask if I have been to meetings, because I have been to the meetings I am told to go to.  I go to meetings that I am not suppose to go to.  I am one person.  Dont tread on me.  If I am cornered I will lash out.  I hope she realizes that before she says something she will later regret.