Second rant of the evening.

Jen has been lieing to my face for months now.  I have had it.  She tells me that A.) she doesnt want anything to do with her ex wife and B.) she hasnt had sex for months (which i really could careless about, her getting some and all) Then I find out tonight, she is still dating her ex wife and sleeping with her.  This is making me question what kind of friend she really is.  She tells me EVERYDAY, that I know her best, that I know her true feelings, yet I can't catch her lieing to my face.  I guess I really dont have a clue who she is.

Okay, so this is my rant:

Don't fucking lie to my face because I will find out and no one wants me as their enemy.  I have ears every where and people in odd places who will tell me the truth.  I am not someone anyone wants to make angry.  I am a bull in a china shop, a rabid german shepherd, a feral cat.  Don't fuck with me.  Just don't do it.

I plan on calling her out on the lies after her ex wife and i sit down together tomorrow and have a decent, adult conversation.  Something which I have wanted to do for a long time.  I am almost 21 and fighting with people seems so pointless now.  I am tired of fighting.  I fight with myself so much that anything else is above and beyond my energy level.  I am wiped out from just this evening learning of the lies.  My body doesnt know how to react nor does my brain know how to think.  I am sick of fake friends.  My aunt was right, Jen hasnt grown up.  And it is my mistake for thinking she has.